A single episode, and embellished
[excerpt from a longer narrative, the remainder forgotten since 4:30 this morning]
The image of him was engraved on my mind: the ten gallon hat, the skeletal frame on which hung the muddy, dun duster, revealing by the chance breze his peace-maker. He was coming. They had seen him, ethereal, gliding his way to this meager gathering of shacks they called a town.
She would not leave—had not moved since our girl took sick. It was identical to the other shotgun houses extending on either side. Indistinguishable but for the scent of decay, ripe and sickly. Hah. But not so sickly. The dead are never sick. Rainless for the first time in days, I felt no relief. This respite merely disclosed the mire we were stuck in; left here with as much thought as a mud-sucked boot in creek. The world was made of grays and browns, fading into each other as if god had spilled his coffee on a childish watercolor.
Up the stairs to door of the still house. Sighs? Wimpers? Moans? I could not say which, but I knew the sounds. Too well did I know them. The knocking of my hand did not distract them. So singular was their purpose, I would never distract them. Heart breaking, I entered my daughter’s tomb, my wife’s deathbead, her bier by choice, if there was any to make.
The corner farthest the door danced with fire’s life, no hint of any other in the room. A mound on the bead, gray as the sky outside shuddered and was still. My hand on her shoulder, I tried to turn her from our child, tried to see something behind her eyes, only meeting the reflection of the same emptiness bored into my very core.
“We cannot stay.”
“I will not leave her.”
And I joined her on the bed as I heard his footfalls on the steps.


